torture:2

verb
torture \
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  • to cause intense suffering to : torment
  • to punish or coerce by inflicting excruciating pain
  • to twist or wrench out of shape : distort, warp

self-tortured

adjective
self-tor*tured \ ˌself-ˈtȯr-chərd \
1828
  • tortured by oneself psychologically : self-tormented; also : marked by psychological self-torture
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